Awakening is basically awakening to your own stupidity. It takes a lot of honesty to realize, “Okay, I’ve been wrong. This has been a mistake.” Not everyone can do that.
"What you’re looking for in the meditation is awakening, and awakening is basically awakening to your own stupidity. You’ve been doing things that you shouldn’t have been doing. You should have known better. Then you finally realize that this is why you’re suffering: You like doing them, but they cause what is actually suffering. So you’re going to have to change your attitude, change your allegiance inside. And that takes a lot of honesty to realize, “Okay, I’ve been wrong. This has been a mistake.” Not everyone can do that." ~ Thanissaro Bhikkhu "Reflections"